11.43 pm Rzeznik 's House
sitting in front of his pc, Rzeznik is thinking of something to blog. Come to think about it, he had never blog in a proper manner in his life before, mostly reading the blog from this weirdo guy he meet in college who deleted him from his friendster just because Rzeznik did not ask him to join for lunch -_-"
"hey! i know, why don't i just write about my imagination and the things that i wish i could do…"
come to think about it, time really flies fast when you're enjoying yourself and now Rzeznik is left with just 13 days left before his 2nd year law exam.
"Damn man, i haven't prepared myself yet for that shiet"
if only i have the ability to turn back time to the 1st day of my second year semester and i slack off thinking what i should do after class and whether the girl in front with the hawt legs have a man-ho yet… if only i can turn back time i would turn back the time when i was in Year 1 in my primary school with all the knowledge i have now. Surely i will pass all those silly exams with flying colours and imagine doing further maths in front of the Std 1 class teacher. Imagine that going for your 1st piano lesson and u can play Chopin's Fantasie impromptu. Imagine that i did not screw up when this girl ask me out when i was in Std 6, imagine that i can defend and justify myself when some adults talking shiet about you and you can't do anything back just because you are a kid. Imagine that when you talk back and they say "this boy has no manners because he talks back" and you can reply with "just because i can justify myself doesn't mean i have no manners and just because you lost in this arguement, you can consider yourself have the last word by saying other people no manners"…. thats gonna be so cool
imagine u acting more mature than a reasonable kid suppose to act, imagine collecting the magic cards when they 1st come out and by now you would have the rare 'black lotus' card and sell it for loads of money. Imagine yourself preparing for your pre-u examination when you were 7 years old.
remembering back all the days which come and go, i realised that what a fool i was during that time, why i didn't do that, if only i have done that…
however, if it wasn't for those days, i wouldn't be the man i am now, the man that i wanna be, the man i was meant to be and i wouldn't go like.. how i wish i was that guy or this guy where the only guy i wanna be is… myself Rzeznik Janczyk
p/s:rzeznik janczyk is actually my imaginary name in German, well actually its kinda cool when i 1st got it but later when i found out that Rzeznik actually means 'butcher' in german, its not that cool anymore but hey, i kinda like the name =)